You do not get to choose what you want.
Things may be so superficial sometimes.
Or I may be.
I get caught in this recurring 'life sequential drama'.
I struggle to get free. In the end.
I give in.
I succumb to what fate has brought upon me.
This desire to break out of this circle.
Its bringing its power upon me tremendously.
I signal for safety.
But,
even faith cannot safe me.
I surrender.
I can never say these words again.
You complete me.
You make me whole.
All I can say right now.
I do not dutifully believe that time has change anything.
It has only given us a chance.
A chance to realise.
That all will eventually end.
I signal for safety.
But,
even faith cannot save me.
I surrender.
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