" There is a sense of apprehension in myself. I feel I'm becoming that person I was again years ago. Its like my brain has been programmed to do those things. Those things that I abhor. I scrutinized to why things have turned out this way. Is there no hope for me to alter? I contest to keep myself from engulfing myself into this pool of unknown fate. I know of the sequela for my actions and yet I still do not stop. Help! "

To that someone; I hope you soon realize this is where you are now.

And I really hope you'll come clean.

It was a nervous day back at work. I had finished preparing the labs for exams. I was busy preparing questions for the interviewee that is coming that afternoon. I wrote them down with much hope that it will be place to good use. The time came and questions were proposed. I asked some rhetorical questions that some appeared odd to myself but lucky it made sense to that guy and also to my boss.

Judging from his attitude, I feel positive and confident about this guy. The only setback might be the learning process of having to teach him the tricks and traits of troubleshooting. Also to mention several day-to-day possibilities experiencing stress of having to solve the problems on the spot.

It will be a great challenge. I'll embrace with open arms and an open mind.